I grew up in a small town in Tennessee.
My father left when I was 9.
My mom worked two jobs and did everything she could, I want to make that clear, because none of what came next was her fault.
By the time I was 16, I was running with the wrong crowd. Alcohol mostly, and whatever else was easy to find in a small Tennessee town in the mid-'80s. I wasn't a bad kid. I was a kid with too much time, too much anger, and not enough of anything that mattered.
By 17, I'd already been in trouble twice with the law. Nothing that stuck—but the kind of trouble that shows you which direction you're heading.
One night, coming home from somewhere I shouldn't have been, I drove off the road into a ditch. I wasn't hurt. I sat there in the dark for a long time, looking at the sky through the cracked windshield.
I was 17 years old and I couldn't think of one reason to get out of that ditch.